^{Friday, 4 August 2023}

I wish I could say whatever I wanted to without worrying about how it makes my tone come across but I have had times where I've made people upset to the point of crying and they've just stuck with me. Even if looking back I don't think I said anything wrong, and I can't tell if it's ever been a problem with me in the first place. I do mean beyond just thinking about words. Like forming a full sentence and shit. I don’t need to worry about the words if they’re mine and they say what I want them to the right way. I develop obsessions like this so easily though

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